“Sweet love, renew thy force…” – William Shakespeare
A Google search for the word restless results in: a 2010 movie of the same name, restless leg syndrome, The Young and The Restless, and a child development agency.
None of these, however, are helpful in my search to figure out why I feel the way I feel.
I am itching for something.
Something to satiate this feeling of unease.
Should I run? Write? Sing? Play? Read? Go out? Stay home? Eat? Go to the gym? Cancel the gym membership? Take up yoga again? Blame everything on PMS?
Is it the knowledge that I’ve never truly dedicated myself to anything that I was interested in and good at? Is it the fear that I won’t succeed?