Not in the way most people would, I don’t think. The marathon is about 10 days away. A week and a half.
And I haven’t had the panicked dreams. Really, my dreams are fucked up enough that I don’t need to dream about this, too.
I just want it to go smoothly. I want to do well. I want to finish before the buzzer. Is there a buzzer?
I DON’T KNOW.
I’m thinking about doing more yoga; last night I did a yoga class which clearly demonstrated to me that – even when I think my muscles are doing well – they’re not and I’m tighter than a vise grip. I want to go to some basic beginner classes and maybe some Bikram classes in addition to this one.
I’m also thinking of signing up for two 5ks, a week apart, 2 weeks after the marathon.
Lord, help me.